I lie awake at night for you.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Is it just me or is Hotmail not working? Sheesh, TODAY of all days. Best, la. I'm such a lucky person.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:49 PM.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Headache, headache. Tsks. Terrible Grace Tang sabo-ed everyone but herself today. Cheeeken! I shall update more after OAC, which is on WEDNESDAY. I should really clear all my homework! Starting with Maths now. Help! My graph looks funny :/

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:48 PM.

Friday, February 22, 2008

YAYYE(: THIS WEEK'S SUCH A NICE WEEK. (well, maybe except for monday:\)

NICE RANDOM STUFF THIS WEEK:

1. laughing at zura's paranoia. (this week more than usual lah. haha!)
2. MUGGER CLUB'S EXCURSION. (with HONEY AND DIANA'S degree-less specs. and THAT action! haha. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK<3)
3. OAAAAAAAAAAAA! (i was glad to see it on the timetable after so long, although we did theory test. it felt great to know the answer to almost all the questions. hoho.)
4. TODAY'S DINNER! COUGH COUGHS. HAHAHAHA. "1,2,3 COUGH AND SIT" HAHAHAHA! i think we'll get chased out if we went to some super formal dinners. hoho!
5. i found her letter!:D like after searching for so long lah. haha.
6. OH YES. THE PURPLE HANDPHONE STRAP AND THE GAY HANDPHONE ACCESSORY WHICH WAS SUPERRR CHEAP! :D purple looks nicer than orange luhhhh. HOHO.

despite all these sweet and nice stuff, i'm damn bloody stressed): got like so many more things to do, i think i'll need to split myself into 10 to complete them luh. i need panadol man. i'm getting headaches like almost everyday and they are bloody irritating can. tskk. but today's dinner made me forget about these worries for a while(: gracetang and i were sitting at the two ends of the table and flirting away. hohoho. so funny can. i swear gracetang secretly likes PINK now. hoho. she's becoming more and more bimbo luh. HAHAHA.

someone just asked me if i want to go army market with her tmr, but i can't): unless i split myself into two, actually three. hoho. sheesh lah. i bet she'll be so sad cos i can't go. haha! okay. i'm off to watch a walk to remember which i just downloaded. hoho! I'M EXCITED! :D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:14 PM.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I'm so dead ): Geog test tomorrow, and I have not studied at all! 3 chapters. I screwed up my Chem really badly today. Every page I turned, I went, "Heh?!" I shall try to squeeze in Geog into my brain, but I don't think it'll work. Sheesh. I already failed E Maths, I don't want to fail more tests. :/

Everything is suddenly coming up! I was trying to juggle messaging 5 people at one go just now. And all about different things. Sheesh. :/ Grace Tang, we'll have to postpone our missing-buses time!

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 12:17 AM.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Today was a wonderful day! With Mugger Club's first ever excursion to Toa Payoh. Hoho, I understand A Maths now, but Chem is still buzzing around my head. Right after school, had Campfire then washed mess tins. Tsk, I got bullied by Aisyah, Stella and U-Shiuan ): Haha, they were being super retarded!

Headed to Toa Payoh with Grace Kock, Grace Tang and Sharon. I think we make alot of noise, because Grace Kock and I don't know alot of things, then keep asking :/ Haha, all of us were using our specs and looking damn nerdy. Grace Tang and I kept pushing up our specs, which led Sharon to be irritated. Haha! Grace Kock and I wanted to join the funnyfunny people doing the funnyfunny dance/exercise thingy!

I'm so tired. I love school now, not because of the wonderful lessons and tests. But because of the company(: I need to study! And call someone IMPORTANT :D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:44 PM.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Trying not to think of you is making me think of you :/ What is this, man. I'm supposed to be studying and doing homework. But I'm scribbling my thoughts of you on my foolscap. Now the whole world can see what I really think of you, all nicely displayed on the cover of my foolscap.

I deny the tears in my eyes.
I don't want to let you see.
I'll tell myself that I'm over you.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:58 PM.

What is wrong with me. I keep screwing everything up. Yesterday was perfect but today was messed up. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to. Seeing you walk away without saying a word made my heart tighten. Seeing you shedding tears because of me made my lungs feel constricted.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:02 PM.

Friday, February 15, 2008

IT'S PURPLE, and I'm not Grace Kock. Surprising eh. Anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAR, for fixing my thingy (((((: My heart would have just broken into a thousand pieces. Haha, but you are forcing me to write this, so HAHA. Okay, read my message already? Inspiring or not? Haha JIAYOU for tmr :D

Diana

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 10:32 PM.

Thanks for staying back with me today :D I think only you can stand my whining and ~~swooning~~ the merepek things I say. Hoho, you broke my heart for 2 mins, but it's okay :D Hoho, you're the FIRST person to know so SHHHH(: Thanks for everything :D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 10:20 PM.

I've realised that people can change, even in a span of a few days. Being quiet doesn't necessarily mean being obedient. I know that there's something wrong somewhere. I don't want to push you, you must understand that. I thought that I was the person you could talk to when you had problems. Even if you're not confiding in me, please confide in someone. I know you're the type of person who NEEDS to talk to someone. Don't scare me okay.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:54 PM.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Talking to the GRACEs was random and scandalous, hoho. We talked all the way until 7 when we left school. Took 61 home, super long way. I fell asleep, missed my stop and the next thing I knew, I was at the interchange. :/

I can't believe I fell asleep during the Maths CT. Sheesh, I'm prepared to fail that one. 3 tests coming up next week. Chem, AMaths and Geog. Great! 3 subjects in which I'M SUPER BRILLIANT in. :/ Best.

Talking to Grace made me realise something. I'm still trying to figure out if it's something good or bad.

It made my afternoon. :D The only sound I'll respond to. Hehheh.

I'm eating Sharon's apple now. That's why I feel high even though I didn't sleep at all last night. Hoho, I shall force myself to sleep now. HAPPY VDAY! (:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:52 PM.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

At this rate I'm going, I wouldn't even be able to complete it at 7AM, according to Trisha. But she's wrong. Hoho, it will take 2 more hours! ): Stupid thing ):<

Sheesh, I really want to sleep. Been nodding off during class. Slapping/knocking yourself doesn't work. It really doesn't ): Any suggestions?

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 12:37 AM.

Monday, February 11, 2008

My dream last night was just ... I woke up with my heart beating fast. Thanks to someone who told me that dreams do come true sometimes. Just have to be a little bit patient. I shall wait for my milk Hello Panda.

I can't help but wait.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 8:09 PM.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

My phone is back, yo! Finally, after 5 long days without my phone. Hmms, I guess people these days are really attached to their phones. No more itchy fingers, please! Just finished Physics homework. I don't get Chem, I really don't. Sheesh, it's irritating me. ):

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:39 PM.

HEY EARTHLINGS :D

I'M BACK. WITH 14 MOSQUITO BITES. i bet all those mosquitoes will die of diabetes cos i'm too sweet for them. hohoho.

WEDNESDAY

i was almost late lah. stupid uncles and aunties. keep stealing my cab. TSK. anyw, YAY 3I WON THE LANTERN MAKING COMPETITION :D but i think i was so super unglam when i ran up there. i'm nice okay, i didnt want to let mrs ouyang wait too long. hahaha. oh the UG performance was funny! RAMYA IS SO HILARIOUS. HOHOHO. but i think i would have enjoyed the performance more if i was sitting with my squaddies. ohwells. chionged to ps to meet samantha straight after the whole thingy. that idiot was with NO BAG when i was lugging my chem textbook. so i made her carry my bag for me. HAHA. she looked quite gay luh. but i'm super grateful for that (i mean, for carrying my bag, not for looking gay. haha!) THANKS LAH ELEPHANT(:

went to eat at mos burger then went to carls junior to meet her friends. lilin was so super funny (and scary) can. she goes "ohh, amazing. totally" at almost everything. haha! then walked until 2 then samantha had to leave. and YAY. i left for malaysia in the evening. reached at about 9. then watched fireworks! so pretty lah. then slept in a superrrrr cold room at my uncle's place. oh yes! i did a bit of geog before i slept. I BROUGHT HOMEWORK THERE OKAY. haha.

THURSDAY

woke up with a flu. was super sleepy the whole day. i dont think i did much, other than receiving angpaos. hohoho. slept super early at my other uncle's hse (without air-con) oh. malaysia has nice cny tv programs! hoho.

FRIDAY

NO MORE FLU. hahaha. woke up at like 2pm. hoho. went to watch my parents play mahjong till 4. they damn idiot can. they didn't let me play cos they were gambling. TSK. anyw, i played balckjack with my cousins and WON LOTS OF MONEY. hahaha. not alot lah i still had 20 bucks with me after returning my mama the money i borrowed from her to gamble. hahaha. then watched the adults play mahjong till 12 then slept.

STAURDAY

played blackjack again! won about 10+ hohoho. left for my other aunt's hse at johor jaya. reached at about 8 then ate then watch tv then watch them play mahjong (yes, again and again and again. HAHA) slept damn late man. at 4 i think. after talking to my cousins for 2 hours. i love long long talks. or gossips. HAHAHA.

TODAY

PLAYED MAHJONG (LIKE FINALLY) AND I WON 15 BUCKS IN LIKE 15-30 MINTUES? (about 3-6 rounds) damn nice luh. the winning and collecting money part. HAHAHA. i played with adults can. and i won most of the games. hoho. i <3>

okay dinner+homework time! DAMMIT. i dunno how to do maths): sketching of graphs (supposed to hand in last tues:\ opps.) and alpha beta. and oh shit I SPRAINED MY NECK. I CAN'T TURN LEFT FAST. SHIT LATER TMR NEED TO PADANG KIRI OR HORMAT KIRI I DIE ALR. SUPER PAIN CAN):

I WANT FREE TUITION PLEASE(:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:10 PM.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Today was a great day spent with BRAVO :D Was supposed to meet Nasuha and Zura at 8. Guess what time Zura came? 0830. What time Nasuha woke up? 8. Best la, and I was just stoning at the bus stop for half an hour. Went to the clinic for the check up and basically we waited for Nasuha to pee for at least an hour. Haha, it was damn funnyla.

"OMG! My pee spluttered everywhere!"
"Must aim into the cup?! Ee, like got bird-bird like that!"
"I tickle my stomach, still cannot pee!"

Haha, I shall leave it up to you to figure out who said what. :D

Our platoon's becoming more vulgar. First me, then Zura, then Ramya. What's this, man? Haha. Went to Nasuha's house. Basically we just slacked ALOT. Hoho, okay. Got gossip flying everywhere, yo! INTERESTING things happened. Ramya, her long skirt and her ahem story. Zura and her SUPERSHORT skirt and her minah story. Yvonne and her HAHA, yup, THAT story. Trisha and her itchy fingers, keep stealing the AHEMs. Gautami HELPING Zura find her ten missing clips. Dhaky and her spit flying everywhere. Nasuha and her inability to keep track of time! Haha. :D

I'm buying my SIM card tomorrow. Finally, man! :D Can start messaging me already! If you've been messaging me, YOU'VE BEEN A FOOL. Haha. :D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:33 PM.

Friday, February 08, 2008

I'm a happy kid. I studied Geography and I actually get it :D Yay! ohmy, CQN has rubbed off on me. Hahas. I need to study with food. I ate a kinder bueno and the funnyfunny potato thingy :/ Must start eating healthily. Hoho. I'll be studying Chem on Sunday. Hopefully, I'll understand.

Tomorrow :D Hahas, Zura just got paranoid about tomorrow. And I just realised that she owes the platoon fund the MOST money. Hoho, tsk. Now must pay up so much! 2008, new treasurer can? I'm getting bored of chasing platoonmates for money :/ And the pink pouch is so gay, I cannot take it. Hahas!

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:16 PM.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

I miss my handphone ): It feels weird not messaging anyone the whole day. Pffts.

Yesterday was FUN(: I missed half of the class deco because I was going around with Fatimah, doing some stuffs. Entertainment from her the whole day(:

Fatimah and I nearly died from laughter during the UGs' performance. It was just typical Ramya! Hahas. Fatimah was scared of the lions and the guy. Sitting with her already was just pure entertainment. :D Both of us making fun of someone was funny. Hahas.

Went to toa payoh with nasuha, zura and yvonne. We discussed SO MANY things. Hahas, There's no discussion without digression! :D Toa Payoh Library is a nice place. Maybe I'll start studying there instead of Bishan Library. Running for the bus was funny. Zura chionged like one makcik, dropping her bag in the grass and everything! And Zura finally discovered the joy of eating chocolates. :D

I'm looking forward to Saturday and Monday! :D

you made my day yesterday

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:34 PM.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Hello, world! I'll be uncontactable for the next few days because my SIM card is rejected! Sheesh, I need to go buy a new SIM card soon. ):<

After school with platoonmates was lovely :D Haven't stayed back with them for quite some time. Bonding while getting CREATIVE. Hoho. I can never forget what Trisha said at NTUC, "Look at the cabbage! So cute!" Haha. It was REALLY a cabbage. -_- I'm looking forward to the UGs' performance tomorrow. Ramya gave us a little sneak peek, and it's hilarious :D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:41 PM.

Monday, February 04, 2008

I'm starting my leadership journal only NOW. It's due tomorrow. Is it supposed to be long winded like a grandma's story? I hope not. Lucky woman called JIAHUI don't need to do! ):<

I better go buy ink for my printer before Mrs Koh scolds 3O again. Sheesh. I'm proud to say that I finished up one whole cartridge of ink, all by myself :D Haha, my father's going to flip.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:34 PM.

ohmy. Is that my SS test I see? Running to the window and jumping down? Yup, I guess it is. Sheesh. The only good thing that happened today was that English was free period due to Mr Lam's mysterious absence. Hoho.

My hand's about to break off due to the stupid copying of Geography ):<

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:39 PM.

hello(:

fattening day for me. 3 pratas and that super nice but sweet ALMOND SUSU! MY FAVOURITE DRINK NOW. HOHO.

HANA KIMI JAPAN!!! this is funny but please ignore the song that was added to it. hoho. Toma (the golden hair guy) IS SUPER CUTE CANNNNN.

okay, homeworking time): boohoo.

I WANT TO WATCH AH LONG PTE LTD!!! :D

and we still watching kungfu dunking together right?(:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:25 PM.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

You are supposed to slack during the weekend. You are supposed to rest during the weekend, so that you will be full of energy when Monday comes. Right? Right? Wrong.

Sheesh, this weekend has been the worst in a long time. Stop shouting la. It's pissing me off.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 8:57 PM.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

-POUTS.

stupid elephant. she said she would come on friday to watch me train then perhaps go for dinner together, then in the end she didn't even appear. i was damn sad can. she should at least sms with her friend's phone or something mah. i really wanted to talk to her badly lah. TSK. i'm gonna dao her for revenge the next time i see her. hoho.

do you know why i choose to drift apart from you?
it's because i feel no security with you. there are so many people close to you and you know how much i hate that feeling. yes i admit it, i'm possessive and i get jealous easily. if there's someone you treat specially, it can only be me. NO ONE ELSE. if you can't do that, then DONT CROSS THE LINE. don't let me misunderstand. don't let me think i'm special to you. don't let me think i'm the only special one. don't let me get jealous by seeing you so close to someone else. it's super hurting you know.

when will i find someone have sweet morning talks with?
when will i find someone to lean on?
when will i find someone who let me cry, let me whine, and let me laugh with whenever i want?
when will i find someone to share unforgettable memories with?
when will i find someone who will be there for me no matter what?
or rather,
when will that someone find me?

dammit. something's wrong with me. i'm sound so not-me. hoho. must be the effects of stress. wow.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:08 PM.